Thursday, March 20, 2008

third time was not a charm

iui failed, again

11 comments:

sara jackson said...

We LOVE you, Summer. Sorry about this month. Take care of yourself and get some rest.

Sarah said...

I LOVE YOU SUMMER! Call if you need ANYTHING! Sending lots of prayers up for you!

Caroline Smart said...

I keep saying it and I believe it: you ARE being prepared for greatness. This current trouble is not the end result... Your blog yesterday was awesome--I admire your faith. But take heart in the fact that it is GRACE that's the foundation so if your faith falters, it's ok! That's why it's Easter--grace will bring that faith back (it already has...).

I love this Caedmon's Call song--so honest:

Sometimes I believe all the lies
So I can do the things I should despise
And every day I am swayed
By whatever is on my mind

I hear it all depends on my faith
So I'm feeling precarious
The only problem I have with these mysteries
Is they're so mysterious

And like a consumer I've been thinking
If I could just get a bit more
More than my 15 minutes of faith,
Then I'd be secure

MY FAITH IS LIKE SHIFTING SAND
CHANGED BY EVERY WAVE
MY FAITH IS LIKE SHIFTING SAND
SO I STAND ON GRACE

I've begged you for some proof
For my Thomas eyes to see
A slithering staff, a leperous hand
And lions resting lazily

A glimpse of your back-side glory
And this soaked altar going ablaze
But you know I've seen so much
I explained it away

MY FAITH IS LIKE SHIFTING SAND
CHANGED BY EVERY WAVE
MY FAITH IS LIKE SHIFTING SAND
SO I STAND ON GRACE

Waters rose as my doubts reigned
My sand-castle faith, it slipped away
Found myself standing on your grace
It'd been there all the time

MY FAITH IS LIKE SHIFTING SAND
CHANGED BY EVERY WAVE
MY FAITH IS LIKE SHIFTING SAND
SO I STAND ON GRACE

Stand on grace

stephanie said...

summer-even though we aren't bff's (at least not yet) i found myself in tears as i read your very short blog. i am yelling at God for you today...He is big enough to take it i know. i know this wave of sympathy and empathy i feel is nothing compared to your present sufferings but i wanted to tell you that we are lifting you and josh up and pleading with God on your behalf. much love in Christ...

Chrissi said...

love you Summer!

Anonymous said...

There is a season for all things and God is waiting for that Special Time to Bless you and Josh.
Much Love and Many Prayers for You Two.
Aunt Sarah

The Holtons said...

Take care of yourself! We are praying for you and Josh! Love you!

The Kimmels said...

My Summer, I will continue to pray for you! Caronline's comment was great! I know that this is just a trial and not the end. I will happen and you guys will have grown only stronger from this experience. We love you both!

MJN6 said...

What an awesome song! My faith does waver like shifting sand but He is ALWAYS there to catch me whenever I fall. Praise God for his grace. He loves us and will see us all through this. I love you. MOM

Matthew, Ashley, Jr. Colton and Tinsley Hutson said...

Summer, We love you so very much and are praying for you and Josh, that God will give you the strength to get through this and the courage to be able to look ahead and know that God is preparing you for something so wonderful and amazing! You are a beautiful woman and I just know that God has something so incredible planned for you and for Josh!

Unknown said...

Summer - I will continue to keep you and Josh in my thoughts and prayers...